thinking of you is all
|[jessica]|[388]|[9:33 am - Tuesday,August 26, 2003]

I concur. Did you ever notice how I quote myself in my profile? "Yes, it's pathetic and unoriginal and dull and you can shut the fuck up. I feel a little better for having said it." We find meaning in your words, even if it doesn't always feel like you think they are worthwhile. Hang in.
|[piotr]|[387]|[1:29 am - Monday,August 25, 2003]

"It's just hard to see the point in continuing when everything has already been said, and said more beautifully than I can manage." i wish i didn't feel the same all the time as well, but i think the point is to balance that out with an ounce of who gives a fuck, this is my voice and my words and nobody will be able to saw them exactly the same and as beautifully as i can at this precise moment. then again, i am a pretentious idiot. hope i helped some dear.
|[trystero and foolishness]|[386]|[10:10 pm - Sunday,August 24, 2003]

Whatever word or new word you find, do you really think the truth will scare us off? Perhaps some; not all. I don't know about it making you free {because that passage has a capital T Truth and isn't about what people misinterpret it as being about}, though I notice that it often does help with that, telling the truth, but it can't be that scary. Maybe that's not comforting; maybe you want to feel as if you can scare us away. But it is the truth as I see it. Hold fast.
|[piotr]|[385]|[1:30 am - Friday,August 22, 2003]

i know exactly what you mean. and the wavering between them.
|[star burn out]|[384]|[9:52 pm - Thursday,August 21, 2003]

Yes. Junior Prom. I think I've moaned in several entries about it's similarities to my middle school experience, full of the "new" phenomena, full of people pretending they were used to it already and could handle anything, full of me in crisis, anxious about why I was worrying so much, chalking it all up to hormones. fucking whore moans.
|[tessman]|[383]|[3:51 pm - Thursday,August 21, 2003]

;^{' I don't suppose I could have a password? I was hoping this would not happen. Why do the beautiful diaries end up disappearing!
|[I-am-Jack]|[382]|[2:19 pm - Thursday,August 21, 2003]

You are The cool kid! Hugs Hugs Peace
|[Jen]|[381]|[11:43 am - Thursday,August 21, 2003]

Le sigh.
|[piotr]|[380]|[1:36 am - Tuesday,August 19, 2003]

I hope you figure out soon what you want to do. I really hope you don't lock up or stop writing, as I LOVE reading you. But, I can definitely understand feeling too exposed. Good luck...
|[Danielle]|[379]|[8:33 am - Friday,August 15, 2003]