what you should know is that I am totally jealous of your ability to get responses to your writing. what you should know is I am a little afraid of your ability reach me both by expressing you and by expressing me. what you should know is I love that optimism in you. what you should know is you inspire me. what you should know is I look forward to it too. what you should know is I meant a lot when I wrote a little before.
|[candora]|[268]|[6:46 pm - Sunday,May 25, 2003]

Just had to say that your last entry was brilliantly written and deep. I love that. hang in there, dear.
|[odebt]|[267]|[5:14 pm - Sunday,May 25, 2003]

don't mean to pretend to know. only mean to tell you everything's beautiful anyway, whether we freeze explode implode numb. only to recall that. /true, then, that we only write all the things we wish we had said if we were braver more witty more likable more everything we aren't and think people wished we were. but it's not the way. so we write instead. look at the sky today. filled with screaming starling hachlings and rain. stand out in it. maybe freeze. but if your skin puckers to goosebumps, then you know you're still alive. and there's some beauty in it.
|[m]|[266]|[5:04 pm - Sunday,May 25, 2003]

I read your some of your recent entries. "Sing me to sleep..." Well, I have a submission for that, but I don't want to make you cry. (I've cried while listening to this song, but then again, my depression was at it's peak at the time.) Here it is: "My Number" by Tegan adn Sara. (Album: This Business of Art) It was on the Sweet November soundtrack, but I've never seen that movie. I just know that I love the song.
|[Red]|[265]|[2:30 pm - Sunday,May 25, 2003]

"what you should know.."..is that i care and understand what you are saying.. i adore your diary
|[silver]|[264]|[2:57 am - Sunday,May 25, 2003]

what you should know is that there are people out there who understand
|[Cara]|[263]|[4:50 pm - Saturday,May 24, 2003]

Glad to see you write another day. Always let yourself know that you are meaningful to thos you let into your world. I'll be back soon.
|[lulu-2]|[262]|[3:54 pm - Saturday,May 24, 2003]

I've been exactly where you are. There are times when I'm still there...The only way I could ever describe it is that you don't want to have this unhappiness, and yet you're not quite ready to let it go. What's left after there's nothing there?....it doesn't come near what's really going on internally, I know. But it was as good as I could get it for the people who had never been. But keep your head up, drink the sunlight. Eventually the wave will have to go up, not just down. But I'm rambling now, so I will be moving on. Keep writing. Even if it is just for my own greedy pleasure.
|[Mawce]|[261]|[3:02 pm - Saturday,May 24, 2003]

I've only read two entries, but those two made a world of difference to me. It's like all the thoughts in my head, all my feelings, everything, but told in a way I would never be able to. I'll keep reading. Maybe you'll figure things out so I won't have to. :-)
|[Allison]|[260]|[12:21 am - Saturday,May 24, 2003]

I hope you don't mind if I add you to my buddy list... I can't stop myself from reading... I want more!
|[J]|[259]|[8:32 pm - Friday,May 23, 2003]