yeah i miss talking to you too, but we'll get it together one day (just like the beastie boys and q-tip).
|[rusty]|[598]|[4:27 pm - Monday,March 7, 2005]

I'm sorry,
|[p]|[597]|[2:00 pm - Saturday,February 26, 2005]

i apologise for forgetting your birthday. i hope you've received my package by now. if i have time i'll build you a bday mix, but i don't know when i'll find the time. in a year and a half, i'll be 30 too. i'm not sure what to think about that.
|[a star behind]|[596]|[11:34 am - Thursday,February 24, 2005]

your entry today, it's very true. as i know all too well. -- package going in the mail tomorrow. watch for it.
|[in star love]|[595]|[3:43 pm - Friday,February 18, 2005]

i forgot an element of your package, and thus it has to wait until next week. i'm planning, now, to have it sent out the 19th. i hope that's ok.
|[mindlesstar]|[594]|[10:57 am - Thursday,February 10, 2005]

it's because it isn't final that i see it as a closed loop. a repeating loop without external effects. finality only comes when no one is there to answer either question, when the answer becomes 'there's no one to do it, no one to care'. there's nothing left. the question is asked, and only silence comes back. when there's no one left even to ask the question. that's when the loop stops, when there is neither 'why' nor 'why not'.
|[endless star]|[593]|[1:39 pm - Wednesday,February 9, 2005]

if 'why not' is the only answer to 'why' you have, then there is no answer to 'why not'. it's self-sustaining, because any reason 'why not' you can give, you will always ask 'why'. it's a closed loop until you stop asking 'why not' and answer both with the same statement: fuck it. with that, life becomes zen and nothing matters.
|[draining star]|[592]|[12:04 am - Wednesday,February 9, 2005]

disturbing as that idea is, it might actually happen. becuase it's fucking awesome!
|[starevil]|[591]|[8:24 pm - Thursday,February 3, 2005]

If you leave again, don't forget to take us (i.e. your readers, strangers) with you. good to see you back here.
|[natasya in the sky]|[590]|[7:02 pm - Thursday,February 3, 2005]

"I'm tired of letting my happiness hinge on other people's opinions of me." not pretentious. this is exactly how people should be. except elected officials, and then they should listen to us and not be bigoted elitist war-mongering bastards.
|[starlephant]|[589]|[4:34 pm - Thursday,February 3, 2005]